At this point I hate my life. S has dumped me, and she's such a skank she's probably already fucking other guys. I quit theatre, S is there. Okie, so maybe I dumped her but whatever. I didn't mean it. I cut off talking to her almost a week ago. I also made out with the girl that pree much got us broken up, I also felt up her tits. She has much bigger ones than S, but she is all aerole and no nipple. I like nipple... The new girl is M. M is kinda a bitch, so was S, but I think M is falling for me. I'm not sure if this is good or bad cause I just want sex...
Tonight I'm feeling suicidal. I miss S, and I think I'm going to hurt M. I still love S... but I dont know what the fuck to do about it. I want to kill myself. I think I want to cut myself open and let all my fluids free from this fucked up container. Then again... I'd rather just OD or something, something less messy... the Therapist chose the worst day to talk to me, I thought I was over her.. I'm deff not. Like what the fuck did I do to deserve the BS she put me through?
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